I Don't Know

Sometimes even I am called to question my own logic. Yes it is true that I came out to Colorado for some adventure. Yes it is true that I only have a few more days left to experience some good Colorado adventure. Still, I currently don't know about tomorrow.... Let me back up a bit first.

I love being on and in water. Some might like argue that it's a theological thing and it's about me being drawn back to my baptism. I suppose at some subconscious level it could be, but really I just think it's fun and refreshing. This past summer I started to learn to whitewater kayak. Water is rated on different levels. Basically, class I would be a lake, class II has some waves and is clearly moving a bit, and class III has some drops and you may have to do some work to get through the rapids that are now finally identifiable at this level. Kayaking has taken me through class I and II water. I've done some whitewater rafting that has put us on class III and even a couple of rapids verging on class IV. As you will note the higher the number the closer one is to certain death. This is why I just don't know about tomorrow. I am voluntarily going rafting on class V rapids. That's not quite true, it's not just voluntarily, but I am paying people to take me down this death trap of a river. I would like to assume they know what they're doing. On the bright side since we are on water I won't have to worry about wearing my depends.

I just don't know what I was thinking.... there is adventure ahead. Who am I to say "no" to it? It's a simple answer really, "I don't know?!"