Sabotage

If there are ever nominations for the "King of Self-Sabotage" I would hereby like to nominate myself for that position. Why is it that my instincts work so much towards that which is so destructive in my life? Why is it that I seem to be so afraid of success? Is it really that much better to live with failure, in misery, just because it is familiar? This is a cycle that has GOT to end!